Sorry if it took so long to respond. I just get really lazy in the mornings once I wake up since I stay up late so much. I really wish I could change my sleeping rythm I really do but it just doesn't happen overnight. For a few days I got into the habit of having my breakfast on time and showering early but now I seem to be getting back into a different but one I hate to sometimes even talk about where I'm really slow into doing these things and just getting on with my day and for a particular reason I don't know why. I'll have to be right back, I gotta eat my breakfast now since it's 12pm here and it's lunch time already for me aaaaahh this is so bad I get upset over this so much but I swear I'm trying my best.
I just put all of my negative energy onto someone here on this site which I didn't really mean to and wow I immediately assumed they were a bad person when I know deep down they're really not but now they feel bad but I'm just not not gonna talk to them anymore since all they've done is make me feel miserable. I don't even know anything about them either so I guess it's only right that me and this specific person no longer don't and I longer want to cause any more friction that can somehow make it worse. I opened up to quickly to them about certain things that were personal that I was feeling at the time and that's when things started to go downhill and it was my mistake.
I'd rather talk to you because you make me feel safe to become vulnerable and open. And you're even allowing me to do that so, thank you. And we both are taking our time so again that put's me at ease.
Geez, I feel like I make the biggest deal out of the smallest things ever that sometimes I wish I could idk be more mature and take things in a more civil manner but I can't help but just talk to someone about how I'm feeling because to me I believe it helps along the way? Idk. I should take things easy I guess.
Speaking of other games that I play I've been playing Mario Kart 8 on the sidelines recently. I can't play any video games today though since now I'm not in the best of moods to do so because of everything I've experienced so far today. But the games I do have for my Wii U though are Super Smash Bros. for Wii U, Bayonetta 2, The Legend of Zelda : Breath of the Wild and Mario Kart 8.
I have a PS3 and have the games Uncharted 2, Uncharted 3, Sonic Generations, God of War III, God of War Ascension, DmC, DMC 4, Under Night In-Birth EXE Late, and Naruto : Ultimate Ninja 3 Full Burst. Of course I no longer play them and now only use my PS3 for KH and for Blu-Ray movies.
What other games do you play?
Btw thanks for still allowing me to talk to you and slowly opening up bit by bit.
It's just wow one person can really mess up how you really feel and I never should've continued conversating to this person so now there's an indifference of a connection between us because it became my fault but it's ok. I made the mistake and I'm slowly learning that I don't need people like that anymore in my life and I'm more careful on who to open up to who includes strangers and as long as I don't talk to this person anymore and talk to you instead, I'll be ok.