I may sound like I'm being selfish as everyone loses someone to something at somepoint. The fact of the matter is, 2 and a half years ago I lost my Mom to cancer which was the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with; I'll never be over it but the pain has subsided to what it used to be. 5 months after this I lost my grandad to the same problem and this just tore the family apart but yet again the pain has subsided a little. Now just yesterday I lost one of my friends to Leukaemia and I'm just finding it so hard to cope. I may sound like I'm just moaning or something as everyone has these problems but sometimes you just need to vent it out as its unhealthy if you keep it all locked away. I just need to find a way to let it out without getting upset everytime. Thanks for reading.