i actually found it myself but i still dont get it
When I remember back far, far
The future was shining endlessly
Below the pretty blue sky
We were only a little bit frightened
The window was bathed in a nostalgic colour
If I keep on looking forward
Will I meet you again?
The future continues anywhere
Underneath a large sign
I want to watch time change
Towards the people, the places
I will never see again
I open this window
When I remember back far, far
The future was shining endlessly
Underneath the pretty blue sky
We slept endlessly
The person I liked long ago
Is to have a child in winter
Our promises from long ago
Sometimes I want to doubt them
I could never forget
I wonder if your New Year's card will have a photo
All the things we were unable to do
I look back on with nostalgia
Below the blue sky