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Or maybe I'm failing music idk lol.
You see, i just got a Zune [ipod superior] like 2 months ago for my Jr.High graduation.
I LOVE MUSIC TO DEATH.
Music keeps me & alot of other people Sane.
Blah, blah, blah, point is I NEED MY MUSIC! but lately, it's not doing me much good.
You see, I want to be some1 that helps people when they're down, but I couldn't be a surgeon [don't think i can spell it] or a teacher, i just don't have passion for it.
So I figured; music is my life, I want to be an artist. So I'm sticking to that. My music will be inspirational, raw, powerful, and deep. btw Mary J Blige [not gay] is an influence.
But the music has lost it's flare recently. My favorite songs in the world are on my Zune [128 of them in 2 months], & i don't even feel like singing along, & trust me, singing has brought me through some stuff, mostly cuz i'm either good, or i critisize myself till it's right.
Where'd my fav. artists' music go? Where's the spark?
Also, I'm a bit of a writer [if u haven't figured I'm a unique & creative person.] I can't draw, but I could write. But nothing pushes me enough. As an aspiring musician, shouldn't I be able to motivate myself to write down my lyrics that nvr become songs? Why can't I ever push myself to write the stories I think up? And i guess i'm a poet, I wrote a little bit last year & made a girl cry, but that was a time in my life I'm not getting into. Now I can't write a quick poem.
I also had a journal, but it was on an old computer i nvr used, so I trashed the computer.
I need my music to flow through/with me.
I need inspiration & motivation.
I need feedback & advice please.
*btw sry for my lazy typing style but I should be asleep, I need to get up early tomorrow.*
You see, i just got a Zune [ipod superior] like 2 months ago for my Jr.High graduation.
I LOVE MUSIC TO DEATH.
Music keeps me & alot of other people Sane.
Blah, blah, blah, point is I NEED MY MUSIC! but lately, it's not doing me much good.
You see, I want to be some1 that helps people when they're down, but I couldn't be a surgeon [don't think i can spell it] or a teacher, i just don't have passion for it.
So I figured; music is my life, I want to be an artist. So I'm sticking to that. My music will be inspirational, raw, powerful, and deep. btw Mary J Blige [not gay] is an influence.
But the music has lost it's flare recently. My favorite songs in the world are on my Zune [128 of them in 2 months], & i don't even feel like singing along, & trust me, singing has brought me through some stuff, mostly cuz i'm either good, or i critisize myself till it's right.
Where'd my fav. artists' music go? Where's the spark?
Also, I'm a bit of a writer [if u haven't figured I'm a unique & creative person.] I can't draw, but I could write. But nothing pushes me enough. As an aspiring musician, shouldn't I be able to motivate myself to write down my lyrics that nvr become songs? Why can't I ever push myself to write the stories I think up? And i guess i'm a poet, I wrote a little bit last year & made a girl cry, but that was a time in my life I'm not getting into. Now I can't write a quick poem.
I also had a journal, but it was on an old computer i nvr used, so I trashed the computer.
I need my music to flow through/with me.
I need inspiration & motivation.
I need feedback & advice please.
*btw sry for my lazy typing style but I should be asleep, I need to get up early tomorrow.*