Not really sure how to put this into words, so just bear with me. For the last few years of my life i've been all about worthwhile relationships. I've wanted them, envied them, and just wished my relationships were awesome, functional, and worthwhile. While none of them actually were, I've still been very adamant in my desire for something real and special. But recently, all I can think about is sexsexsexsexsexsex. I've never been one to be all about sex, and to be honest I kinda dislike people like that. But I'm really frustrated because my hormones are kicking my value's ass. I'm a virgin, and i'm just wondering, do the thoughts and desires subside after you've done it a few times? I don't want to be like this forever. Any help would be a wonderful gift. :3