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I didn't really want this to get out for the entire forum to see, but I suppose it's time. Everybody's got something they're hiding, and I guess it's time for me to tell you mine.
A little over 2 years ago, I became very depressed (yuss zomg Boonie wuz depressd) and it left for a little while. And I began cutting myself. Yes, that's right. Not enough to die, clearly since I'm still here, but enough to bleed and feel the pain. And then I stopped. Just once, to release anger. But now, I'm becoming anxious and over stressed with this year, it's started up again. Already since the beginning of the year, I've cut myself twice and I'm so depressed, laggy, and blaah at home. I feel and fear it will only get worse. I do not want to go to therapy. I think I just need someone to talk to, but no one is willing to listen. I need something to cheer me up. Anti-depressants don't work on me, tried them. I honestly don't know how to make myself feel better.
And don't go passing on, "ZOMG BOONZIEZ EMOOO" cause I'm not. I don't wear those pencil jeans, I don't have any black t-shirts, and my hair does not cover my left eye. Call me an emo and I will get ugly.
Anyone have any suggestions? Always appreciated.
A little over 2 years ago, I became very depressed (yuss zomg Boonie wuz depressd) and it left for a little while. And I began cutting myself. Yes, that's right. Not enough to die, clearly since I'm still here, but enough to bleed and feel the pain. And then I stopped. Just once, to release anger. But now, I'm becoming anxious and over stressed with this year, it's started up again. Already since the beginning of the year, I've cut myself twice and I'm so depressed, laggy, and blaah at home. I feel and fear it will only get worse. I do not want to go to therapy. I think I just need someone to talk to, but no one is willing to listen. I need something to cheer me up. Anti-depressants don't work on me, tried them. I honestly don't know how to make myself feel better.
And don't go passing on, "ZOMG BOONZIEZ EMOOO" cause I'm not. I don't wear those pencil jeans, I don't have any black t-shirts, and my hair does not cover my left eye. Call me an emo and I will get ugly.
Anyone have any suggestions? Always appreciated.