I hate it! Absolutely hate it!
I really like this guy and when i mean like i mean love...We have been rather good friends the whole time, but you know we kinda like eachother a bit more than friends. I have sneaked 3 times to his house when his mum was on a trip to somewhere and we had fun. Watched a film together and i have snuggled next to him in bed (but we have done nothing in there whatsoever, coz i am too young anyways x) and all and we have nearly kissed, but you know it didn't work. He wanted to be my bf, but said that there's no point because he is leaving in 2 weeks. Those days where absolutely awesome and i am sure that he thought so too, but it kind of feels like he has been for the last few days an asshole. We have texted eachother often and i did once ask him that is he gonna miss me and he just answered that he's not gonna be sad or anything and wont worry about it..And then he said that we have to be normal everywhere that i cant hold his hand or keep my head on his chest, which made me feel rather sad of course. But when we are around people he doesn't even look at me at any point and i dont know if he even likes me, even if i had asked and he had said yeah of course i like you..
But it's the saddest that he is leaving and i may not even see him except once a year..I dont know what to do to show him in someway that i still like him or should i just not like him (which will be very hard, but i can do it
Thanks anyways
SD
I really like this guy and when i mean like i mean love...We have been rather good friends the whole time, but you know we kinda like eachother a bit more than friends. I have sneaked 3 times to his house when his mum was on a trip to somewhere and we had fun. Watched a film together and i have snuggled next to him in bed (but we have done nothing in there whatsoever, coz i am too young anyways x) and all and we have nearly kissed, but you know it didn't work. He wanted to be my bf, but said that there's no point because he is leaving in 2 weeks. Those days where absolutely awesome and i am sure that he thought so too, but it kind of feels like he has been for the last few days an asshole. We have texted eachother often and i did once ask him that is he gonna miss me and he just answered that he's not gonna be sad or anything and wont worry about it..And then he said that we have to be normal everywhere that i cant hold his hand or keep my head on his chest, which made me feel rather sad of course. But when we are around people he doesn't even look at me at any point and i dont know if he even likes me, even if i had asked and he had said yeah of course i like you..
But it's the saddest that he is leaving and i may not even see him except once a year..I dont know what to do to show him in someway that i still like him or should i just not like him (which will be very hard, but i can do it
Thanks anyways
SD