Twilight Warrior of the Stars
- Jan 29, 2006
Alright so the prom/shore house was this weekend. It didn't happen. We were both pretty drunk and so I pulled her over to the side and told her how beautiful she was and how I had a crush on her since freshman year. It didn't work. I chose option 2 only because option 1 didn't feel right.
Background info: I was complaining to some of her friends that there werent many single girls and they were like, "what about (enter this girls name here)? I said I would love to get with her. So eventually they went to talk to her and she said she doesn't like random hook-ups if she doesn't have feelings for the person.
So when I told her I liked her, I told her I completely respected that and I didn't want to force her but I really wanted to. Basically, she said thanks but she can't, gave me a hug and walked away.
It's not like I was sexually inactive this weekend because of this rejection (I got head later that night). But this really left me feeling empty and I would have traded anything to kiss her. I'm glad I told her how I felt but I think the alcohol caused my words to not be as effective as they could have been if I was sober. I will still have an opportunity to kiss her in the future, but none as good as that. Whether or not I'll keep trying will be based on how I feel at any given time. Thanks for listening. Just thought I'd update you guys!
im sry that happened. But do not worry about it, it will happen in time.