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I feel so Betrayed now, telling you this may make you all hate me, all of you could hate me or you could choose not to belive me, but its all real,
I ask for you advice and thats all, i dont have time for those who think im lieing, Trust me, I came here because I know some of you are my friends, well my real friends have Abandoned me, as my family, My girlfriend, all because of my stupid mistake....
It was a week and a Half ago.....
I was on holidays, my family visited this water park, I went up to the highest water slide straight away, it was a Dark tunnel like one, I rushed down almost Immediatley, How I regret that......, Believe me if I could change it I would. Well i rushed down the slide, but going down i Smashed into somone else, I could hear them whale in pain. I heard bouncing, loud thumping, the crying had stoped by the time we reache the bottom, I had hit a 8 year old kid, I was in shock and couldnt breath for almost Half an hour, The kid smacked his head on the tiles coming down and several times in the slide, His skull was crushed.
The paramedics, and police were called. I was put on oxygen, for hours. The police interviewed me, I said it was an Accident, They belived me......, They said they would not charge me with man slaughter as long as the family didnt press charges. Luckily for me, the family chose not to, They said it was the Water parks fault, for no super vision, so ii got off on a clean slate,
I got back home almost immediatley to be greeted by my Girl friend, I had arms to cry on, She was there for me, Next day, somehow my secrets are all across town. I got texts and phone calls calling me a Murderer,
I confronted my girl friend and she confessed. My friends found out and called me stupid and if i remember correctly "A waste of time," and "Disgrace" I feel abandoned....
My family dont talk to me much, just to check that I havent killed myself.....Sometimes i think I should but then it would be the cowards way out...
If you think im making this up by saying, "Why is he telling us, Obviously we will flame him," None of you know me in person. This site is the one place were i can get advice from without yous Judging me, You know me, If you ask "Why is he still here," This site is about all ive got Left, If you ask me" Why are you doing role plays" I would tell you that while Role playing im somone else, and I havent Killed somone there, It helps me forget, I have to forget,
So Please, Help me...... and Remember, Im not lieing,......
I ask for you advice and thats all, i dont have time for those who think im lieing, Trust me, I came here because I know some of you are my friends, well my real friends have Abandoned me, as my family, My girlfriend, all because of my stupid mistake....
It was a week and a Half ago.....
I was on holidays, my family visited this water park, I went up to the highest water slide straight away, it was a Dark tunnel like one, I rushed down almost Immediatley, How I regret that......, Believe me if I could change it I would. Well i rushed down the slide, but going down i Smashed into somone else, I could hear them whale in pain. I heard bouncing, loud thumping, the crying had stoped by the time we reache the bottom, I had hit a 8 year old kid, I was in shock and couldnt breath for almost Half an hour, The kid smacked his head on the tiles coming down and several times in the slide, His skull was crushed.
The paramedics, and police were called. I was put on oxygen, for hours. The police interviewed me, I said it was an Accident, They belived me......, They said they would not charge me with man slaughter as long as the family didnt press charges. Luckily for me, the family chose not to, They said it was the Water parks fault, for no super vision, so ii got off on a clean slate,
I got back home almost immediatley to be greeted by my Girl friend, I had arms to cry on, She was there for me, Next day, somehow my secrets are all across town. I got texts and phone calls calling me a Murderer,
I confronted my girl friend and she confessed. My friends found out and called me stupid and if i remember correctly "A waste of time," and "Disgrace" I feel abandoned....
My family dont talk to me much, just to check that I havent killed myself.....Sometimes i think I should but then it would be the cowards way out...
If you think im making this up by saying, "Why is he telling us, Obviously we will flame him," None of you know me in person. This site is the one place were i can get advice from without yous Judging me, You know me, If you ask "Why is he still here," This site is about all ive got Left, If you ask me" Why are you doing role plays" I would tell you that while Role playing im somone else, and I havent Killed somone there, It helps me forget, I have to forget,
So Please, Help me...... and Remember, Im not lieing,......