It'll be six years in November since my Mum died of kidney cancer and I for one don't feel like I'm making any progress when it comes to grief, let alone the rest of my family. From the countless counselling sessions, the battle with depression - which I think I beat - and the many nightmares and well grief which I have been taunted with since her death, nothing really seems to ease up at all with the exception of me being slightly more accepting of it. However, whilst I have grown to accept it, it hasn't really let me move on from it, it's just there now and I'm getting pissed off because I miss her so much, there is nothing I can do about it and I want to move on and even though I know this, I can't because I'm stuck.
Then comes the problem of caring for my family, my Dad is worse off then me because of other problems holding him back, my sister seems fine, but she is young and well my Nan - my Mums mum - is just in a very bad position and has been since it happened; she is developing Alzheimer we believe.
The main problem comes when you've ran out of people to speak to and the people you rely on are becoming increasingly annoyed that I'm not making any progress and therefore that makes them harder to talk to when I'm down, you almost begin to feel isolated in a way and so now I turn to my internet friends, the people who can sometimes be so much more helpful.
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Then comes the problem of caring for my family, my Dad is worse off then me because of other problems holding him back, my sister seems fine, but she is young and well my Nan - my Mums mum - is just in a very bad position and has been since it happened; she is developing Alzheimer we believe.
The main problem comes when you've ran out of people to speak to and the people you rely on are becoming increasingly annoyed that I'm not making any progress and therefore that makes them harder to talk to when I'm down, you almost begin to feel isolated in a way and so now I turn to my internet friends, the people who can sometimes be so much more helpful.
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