Ok, so last week was Homecoming. Two weeks before that I asked this girl out that I had liked for a long while. Turns out that she already had a bf, but I didn't know about it because he was in collage. She said that she would've said yes if she wasn't already taken, which is good and bad. . .
My problem is that I can't seem to get over this. . .fondness that I have for her, and see her as a friend. . .I'm constantly wishing that she could be mine, but at the same time happy that she has someone. . .but then the way that I felt about her, and it just keeps going like that. . .
Remember, this is the first person I've liked, like this, since my last gf, which was about a year ago. . .
I also feel like I'm drifting into a depression because everyone around me has a gf/bf, while I'm still alone, and feel like I'll eventually die alone.
I know that you guys are going to say, "Don't feel like that, you'll find someone." But at this rate, I won't. Trust me. . .
My problem is that I can't seem to get over this. . .fondness that I have for her, and see her as a friend. . .I'm constantly wishing that she could be mine, but at the same time happy that she has someone. . .but then the way that I felt about her, and it just keeps going like that. . .
Remember, this is the first person I've liked, like this, since my last gf, which was about a year ago. . .
I also feel like I'm drifting into a depression because everyone around me has a gf/bf, while I'm still alone, and feel like I'll eventually die alone.
I know that you guys are going to say, "Don't feel like that, you'll find someone." But at this rate, I won't. Trust me. . .