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Hi there, I'm Bi-Curious.
My closet perversion stems from it, so that's the reason I question myself. I can like guys but I like leaning towards girls almost to the point that I find myself as appealed as to when I lean towards guys. Therefore, my imagination goes wild on both sexes and I'm confused as to why I would think about (especially) homosexuality when I should be like any other girl; swooning over guys. I'm lectured to be 'normal' by my family so I'm afraid of what I think about, worrying if it's the right thing or not (but it's not like it's homophobia or anything;I support that decision that people make. This is more of whether I would be resented by if I open my feelings). And that's how my closet perversion came to be.
tl;dr I can get turned on by guys and girls that I like (in terms of sexual attraction at some degree as an example), but I feel that I shouldn't because I'm afraid of what others would think. In some way, I find that sort of against my morals. That's why I'm confused.
There's no such thing as normal.
Especially if one were living in a perfectionist world.but some of us are seen as taboo that we believe some things ARE normal. even though its not really there.
i feel like this all the time
Quite easily?Well, I am afraid of what others would think of me (coming from a victim of bullying but that's a different story) but I'm literally afraid of what my family would think. I've heard from all of the members of my family living with me almost prejudice statements about sexual attraction to the same sex. My brother even said once that if I ever go 'lesbo' and tell my mom, he would abuse me (psychologically) since he predicts that our mom would blame it on him. And my family is a huge obstacle in my life which prompts me to hide strongly from society because I hide from my them. How am I supposed to face real life about this if I can't even face my own blood about it?
Easier said than done...Live your life how you want to, lol.
Come out to friends and people you can trust, and simply dont worry about them.
It's actually pretty easy.Easier said than done...