Actually man, you helped me realize something. I'd like to thank you. I have to admit, I was looking for attention but I didn't know it. I was acting like an asshole. I know how corny this sounds, but I'm gonna change and stay changed. And I'm not gonna try and pity myself or feed anyone bullshit. Those apology threads were stupid. Hopefully next time I talk to you, I'm less of an asshole.