Ok so basically my mom is mentally insane...I havnt had sleep in like two days...I was drifting to sleep and she came up in my room and sat on my floor and just stared...I yelled for her to get out but she just kept saying she wanted to stay in there with me. But she just kept staring. I can't really sleep with her just staring at me...so Chris, my younger brother tried to help. But she just payed on the floor in hallway with her head at my door staring. She wouldn't get up, so we went downstairs. Her nurse came by right after and tried to make sure she took her meds, and she said she did...which I find hard to believe. I go back to my room and lock the doors and she bust through the locks, wood chips flying everywhere and some hit Chris in eye. I started shouting, I just wanted to go to sleep. Her nurse said she would go to her office and get ahold of her other nurse to see if she needed to go to hospital...which right at his moment I think she does. Chris and his friends are trying to leave to go to friends house, and mom kept crying saying she wanted to go too...but she ha to stay cause her nurse was going to call. She runs to the door saying she needs to get out of house. I litteraly have to restrain her arms so Chris and his friends could leave. She runs up to my room and locks the doors on me...I get angry...again...telling her to get the hell out and she doesn't respond...so I've locked myself in her bedroom. I don't know how to deal with this without getting mad, and I don't want to be mean and angry, but she makes me that way. Is there any thing I can do that won't cause me to get so upset. I'm trying my hardest but I've been dealing with this for 20 years now...and I'm not sure how much more I can take...i feel like a horrible person for yelling and showing this rage, and I'm not an angry person...but she doesn't respond and I
so tired and I have to be at work in like 6 hours and I just don't know what to do. I also don't want to sound crazy posting this on here but I needs to vent...I'm calmed down now, but it only takes a few minute for her to get me going like incredible hulk...what can I do to calm myself? How would you deal with this?
so tired and I have to be at work in like 6 hours and I just don't know what to do. I also don't want to sound crazy posting this on here but I needs to vent...I'm calmed down now, but it only takes a few minute for her to get me going like incredible hulk...what can I do to calm myself? How would you deal with this?