i hate it here. shamdeo forces us mods to do his bidding and we don't have a choice, nor do we get any kind of compensation. we're slave labor kept here against our will. please, someone get the word out to square enix. i can't take it anymore. i can't think of a a day in the past year i haven't laid in my bed at night, crying. i drink to try and make the pain go away, but it doesn't work. it just makes me more depressed so i drink even more until i black out, which causes me to wake up with scars on myself that i'd rather not talk about how i got... i don't know how much longer i can do this. i'm not the only one who's like this. have you seen scubasteve? he acts out like he does because that's the only way he can cope with the reality us mods have to work and live in. we're forced to put on a good show, but kupo you tony i can't keep up the charade any longer. steve is slipping, wehrmacht hardly sleeps at all anymore, and ehres already quit once until you dragged her back by threatening her family. turn acts all chipper to everyone but we all know it's only because you make him act that way. he has to act like he likes you the most, and we all know you're a just fat slave-driving otaku. i feel even worse for the site staff who are constantly under shamdeo's thumb. god knows what he does to them. please, khi. don't fall for the smoke and mirrors. shamdeo is not what he seems. he's not even human. khi, wake up to see what's happening and stop our torment before its too late and we lose even one more moderator to this soulless abomination of an admin