I'm sorry if I made you feel bad, that was never my intention. And I never told you to "try harder to be a good person", I said "try hard to be a good person", a statement which doesn't assume that you are not trying hard enough, but more of thing that can be told to everybody, because sometimes it's hard to be a good person. That's all.
I don't know how you got the feeling you and me met/talked on tumblr before, I don't remember my followers since I never had very active followers and never really interacted with them, but if you would show me proof of some communication we had before on that site, then show it to me so I can remember. That website bears ugly memories for me and this is why I left it completely and wanted to forget it forever for very personal reasons. Also, I don't exactly know who I followed on there and I don't remember either, the communication between Tumblr users is generally a very distant one.
If I may, I wanted to tell you a friendly advice from the start of our conversations, because something seemed dangerously off - you opened up too quickly, indeed, and gave me many details of your things, even though we barely know each other, so I wanted to warn you not to open up so quickly to strangers, even if that stranger in this case is me... The internet is not the best place, some people may take advantage of your sincerity and find ways to hurt you, be it ignoring you or replying in rude ways or worse. Please be careful with this. Many people don't take the internet seriously and think they can talk and act however they want on here, thus much hate can be created.
I agree with surrounding yourself with people who make you feel well, and I also believe you have to chose them carefully and not expose yourself so fast, for the reasons I stated above and I believe you know other reasons too. It makes you vulnerable and that's not really ok. I, personally, believe that one must protect their hearts and be open, but also very cautious simultaneously when talking with new people.
You don't know my personal story, you don't know the pain I had to go through in the past, you don't know the things I endure in the present, so just because of this don't assume I have never been hurt, that I am not a sensitive person myself, and thus want to make others feel miserable. I don't want to make others feel the way I felt and feel, I think you misunderstood me a lot. But if you arrived at the conclusion that I am truly a bad person so quickly, without knowing me at all, then do as you wish and ignore me. I don't want to take away your freedom nor deny your reaction. Just know that you made me feel equally bad by making wrong assumptions...