This sounds so strange, when in the end you did have sex and you are now pregnant.
I don't know, it just sounds really careless of you and your boyfriend/fiancee.
But anyway, I think it's nice that you're positive about this (or you seem like it).
Aw, it'll be so adorable if your son grew up listening to you playing beautiful piano songs and then asking you to teach him how to play.
Best of luck to you and your child. :3
Well yeah, I know, but honestly I didn't want another kid, and I *planned*
to get married first before i did have another kid, plus, we both agreed to wait. Neither of us really should have to need protection on hand when we arent even married.
I don't like that I'm in this situation, but being put in it, I'll take it for what it is, and I'll take it positively. It takes alot to remind myself that though. I know i still have issues i need to work on coughcoughbeingtooattachedtomaterialitemscoughcough, but I still have time to work on that. Things in my life are alot better than from 2 years ago. I'm seeing a therapist, I'm on anti-depressants (obviously not right now but still), I have a great boyfriend who loved me and my/his son and wants to take care of us, I'm alot more level headed, and I'm auctually focusing on school. As compared to then, for the most part, im all about my son. Back then all i cared about was me. So at least I'm in better standing from before.
That's actually how I learned to play, only it wasn't my mom, it was my aunt.
Try not to think of your son as an extension of his father but as your son and his own person. "Miniature crying version of my boyfriend" is what might be depressing you if you really think of him that way.
Try to look forward to raising him to be a better person than his father(if his father has indeed abandoned him).
Also get married before having sex.
I don't see him that way. I was making a joke. Cause my boyfriend gets real emotional when it comes to shit in my past and people treating my like shit in my past
His dad hasn't and I doubt he will. I know the kind of guy he is, and it's just not in him to do that.
That was my plan. Plan - Backfired.