oh wow. yea you did. I need to rack up some money to get it eventually. ima be real late when i get it tho. which sucks.
I made a mistake 2 days ago. I was under so much stress and was so angry. I was with that girl i constantly tell you about. and I over think things a lot when there is nothing to do. and we did nothing for 2 hours. So i was already thinking stupid stuff while she was looking for me to entertain her. I was helping her with her laundry. So after a while i was just out of it and a bit pissed off. So on the drive back to her house she was complaining jokingly about my driving skills and kept play hitting me. SO eventually she called me a dumbass for not making a turn she told me to turn too late. And i just raised my arm and slapped her. It wasn't a slap slap, it was more of my palm pushing her face away. but it had force in it. So she got mad and i got madder. I dropped her off home. Drove home like a maniac wanting to get into an accident, slammed every door possible, then brokedown when my mom asked me what was wrong. I let my anger take over me and bottled up emotions that i should've told someone about. I apologized after i cooled off a bit.