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- Jan 11, 2010
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Life is shit right now and it feels like my life is just being wasted. I want to get out of this place now but if I do that everything is gonna be thrown away. I'm afraid I'm about to do something really stupid this year, but I want to live for the better tomorrow. It's just taking too damn long... how do you survive these years with nobody to count on? Sure I have friends, but I'm always the one helping them and at the end of the day when I go home, I feel alone. Like there's all these...feelings built up inside me and no one's ever there. Maybe it's because it seems like I never have problems, but I do. and I'm stuck to wrestle with them alone. My mind's at a breaking point.